Arggh, I lost my phone!
OMG.. I can’t sleep!
I am just so freaking disapointed not because I lost the phone.
It’s because I lost it when I am totally wasted.
I would not have been that mad if I were careless, or if I got rob.
The fact is I lost it because of my stupid drinking habit!
I am that disapointed that I cant get myself to sleep!
I have been on bed for like 6 hours now trying to dooze off to lala land!
And all I can think about its how stupid I was on that night!
OMG, just so freaking stupid and silly!
Another stupid thing I did was i spend all my savings on a parteh to get my self wasted.
Now that I am in a rainy season, I got no money to buy a new phone!
WTF! Going to be phoneless for probably a month or so!
What made it worst was that I met in a minor car accident when I was driving with my mind drifted away thinking of ways to get more money!
Haihz, I am just so depress right now!
This could probably be the worst birthday ever.
After spending all my savings on a parteh what do I get?
I got totally wasted, I lost my phone, I met in a minor car accident, my parents are freaking mad at me, I am officially broke, and I am so so so so disapointed with my self that I think its going to take a while for me to even forgive myself!
One hint for you if you plan to celebrate anything at all, Don’t do it in clubs/pubs.. try to avoid alcohol!!
awww paddington bear
i feel so unhappy reading ur blog post
: ( i wish there was something i could do.
big hugs
it wasn’t ur fault okay? so don’t self blame.
things just happens and it gets out of hand at times.
pray and have faith in God.
esp during this financial difficulty. pray for financial break through
God always comes through my dear boi.
hugs
Comment by kellster — May 4, 2008 @ 5:22 pm
i totally agree with kel on this !!~
nvm k twin!
everything will fall into pieces soon !
hugs
Comment by jen — May 5, 2008 @ 3:04 pm
Thanks Kell and jen.. still kinda disappointed but no worries.. i will be alright
Comment by Jentz — May 6, 2008 @ 8:13 pm